THIS IS BULLSHIT!

I was smiling all the time when she stabbed me, piercing deep layers of my heart. I loved her and always wished good for her. , if I had known how to fake it I would have been more merrier now. A person may tell that I am straight forward I will give just to the face ….but where’s your straightforwardness when you can’t even tell how you feel to your best friend.

You had your priorities and I know it well and chose to be the same as I was because I liked your nature and laughed with you even after knowing you don’t even consider me because I felt that’s alright for a person to have priorities and it is okay to be not in the list but you can still love them. GREAT Thanks to one of your priorities, one fine evening she made everything clear to me. I didn’t even frown or react to it but what I felt was complete indifference. And me, who never goes home that moment, craved to be back in my small beautiful nest. I always feel it is okay to be the invisible, the one who gives company to where ever you go, to be with you anytime you want me to be, just because I felt you were a good person.

And now it’s all shattered into bits, I saw you uttering where I stand in your priority list, oops sorry I forgot I am not even in the list, I am the outstanding one.

  I thought you were matured enough to give space and to accept your friends as they are. 

  I thought you were matured enough to sense humanity before priority.

  I thought you were matured enough not to make a fuss of others.

  I thought you were matured enough to know people's situation and to treat them properly. 

  I thought you were the epitome of kindness, you disappointed me absolutely.

  I thought my best friend was wrong when she told about you, you proved her right.

 Well done baby, you made me feel like a stranger from the past.

 I always wanted to talk about the brighter side, baby why did you lead me to blindness?

 I always had wished you goodness in your encounters, why did you take me for granted?

 I had always wanted to be there for you, baby why did you tell me you are not worth it?

 I was expecting bullshit from external people, and you did a surprise!!!

 Thank you,

Never intended to offend you but my eyes couldn’t bear the pain, so this was the only way to soothe it>